Worries

Good morning little one.

It's been a little over a week since I've written to you, but I think of you every second.  Quite frankly I wonder and worry if you are still alive.  A huge fear that I battle with daily.  I wish I could have an ultrasound weekly to see that you are okay.  Every lower abdomen twitch I feel I freak out.  I wish I could just relax...I don't think this is going to happen any time soon.

We spent the last week in Hawaii and you enjoyed the Hawaiian mud pie ice cream....every day.  It was a nice, relaxing trip and I'm thankful for Keri and her kind heart.  She was constantly asking, "How's Herm doing?"  I think she already loves you too.

Dr. Wittman is going to meet you for the first time today.  Hopefully we will get to hear your heartbeat.

Praying for you.
Love,
Mommy